i'm behind bars.

All by myself

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 03:52:38 -0400

jaxon-daniels:

Shuttup. You knew what you were doing when you decided to walk around in just yours boxers. You’re pure evil.

What can I say? I’m a tease. Love me.

All by myself

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 03:43:48 -0400

jaxon-daniels:

Another? Damn you’re needy, but eh, I guess I could go for a round 2. Except this time… we’re dirtying up your place.

If I recall, you were the needy one the other night.

All by myself

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 03:35:05 -0400

jaxon-daniels:

And I’ll happily take full blame for it.

Good. I think we should have another one of those nights, though….

All by myself

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 03:27:58 -0400

jaxon-daniels:

Hell yeah to that, dude! I knew you’d fall to the powers of the dark side eventually, I just knew it.

S’Your fault.

All by myself

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 03:08:45 -0400

jaxon-daniels:

Fuck buddy? Aha, what happened to the little straight boy I knew and loved?

Man you should know by now that once you get the dick, there’s no going back.

All by myself

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 03:00:48 -0400

jaxon-daniels:

Ha-ha-haha-ha.

Well, well, well. If it isn’t my fuck buddy/best friend.

All by myself

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 02:55:39 -0400

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Sat, 14 Jul 2012 11:27:34 -0400

can't seem to get you off my mind; Caxon

Mon, 25 Jun 2012 01:19:07 -0400

jaxon-daniels:

The beat pulsed through his veins alongside the burning alcohol that had just ingested into his system. Each movement of his body, each gyration of his own hips pressed up against Cole’s sent his heart beating a little faster, his fingers gripping at the other boy’s hips as he pulled him even closer to his moving body. One side of Jaxon’s lips curled up in a small smile, one hand leaving Cole’s hip as it snaked up his body before completely dropping to limply hang beside his rocking body. He leaned his head in, lips barely brushing the brunette’s ear as he drunkenly mumbled something that wasn’t audible beneath the booming music that poured from the speakers that had been carefully placed around the dim room. Every movement he executed was driven by an inward force, a force that had existed within his being ever since he laid eyes on Cole. From day one Jaxon knew there was something different about the lad; from the way he accepted the raven-haired boy for who he was, or the way that he was such a goober whenever they were just chilling out and relaxing after a shot, or to the way he wrapped his thin limbs around Jax when the world seemed to be crumbling before him. And now, with his body pressed tightly against his friend’s in the packed club with moving bodies dripping with sweat around them, Jaxon couldn’t keep that hidden force under control. There had always been times were it leaked out of him, the times where he found himself blatantly hitting on Cole in the public eye or when he allowed his hands to travel a little too far down in a hug - but this had to top the charts. His alcohol ridden body wasn’t holding anything in, his movements becoming more violent as the songs progressed and changed with the rapid pace of the blinking lights.

However, his movements were soon forced to slow down as Cole began to squirm around within his grasp, the brunette’s body fighting slightly at the strength that was pressing itself against him. It was weird at first, almost frightening; it was like Cole wanted to free himself of Jaxon, run off and find a pretty girl to dance with because he was tired of falling to the drunken siren calls of Jaxon’s body. But all fear was soon shut down as his glazed carmel orbs found themselves staring right back at a pair of blue ones - Cole’s. Without even thinking, his arms snaked from their awkward resting position on his friend’s now still hips to rest lightly, linked together by his fingers, on the small of the boy’s back. It was a silly embrace, the way he was holding Cole, but he honestly couldn’t give a single fuck. There was a warmth in his arms; a warmth that was completely different than the heat his body felt from moving and being packed tightly in such a small space with a million other bodies. This warmth was special - a loving warmth. The silly smile that had found its way onto his rosy lips was soon cut off, his racing mind going blank as he found his face caught within the hands of his friend and his lips trapped by a passionate kiss. As he melted into the embrace, his lips slowly moving against the others, Jaxon lost himself completely. There was nothing else in the world except for Cole, who rested safely in his arms for the moment. Even when the kiss was broken, his lips begging for more but not daring to make another move for fear of rejection or hurt, the world around them was still gone. It wouldn’t come back to him, the music and business of the setting behind him completely fading away for the rest of the night as the warm skin of his forehead matched Cole’s and three small words were uttered into the silence that had found him. Tonight, he knew it, would finally be about the two of them.

“I hope you mean that,” he mumbled, one of his hands dropping from Cole’s back to find his hand and interlock their fingers. “because I love you, too.” Jaxon’s deep eyes were caught on the other boy’s lips as he spoke, slowly drifting their way back up to meet his cerulean ones before a momentary rush of adrenaline and pure passion overtook him, causing his lips to press themselves forcefully against Cole’s in a rough kiss. He continued with this action, his body leaning in as he deepened the very public kiss that was now catching the eyes and flashes of many of the those who encircled the two boys. The fact that Jaxon was involved with this public display of affection wasn’t a surprise; though he tried to portray himself as calm, collected, and totally capable of keeping it in his pants, he had several very public club hookups with random men he came across as his nights went on. But, the fact that he was now going through with another that was with his seemingly straight best friend, was. As his tongue slipped from inside his own mouth to enter into Cole’s, a small flash of an Iphone camera snapped him back to reality for a moment as he realized that if they wanted to continue what they were going after right now, they would need to find somewhere with a little more privacy. Breaking the contact with Cole, Jaxon pulled himself free of the boy but left their hands still attached at the fingers as he shuffled and pulled the boy through the mass of staring faces towards the door. He pushed past the final group of people, the smoggy Los Angeles night air acting as a quick refreshment as it filled his lungs as he signaled for a taxi. Seeing as Cole was almost too drunk to stand, and he, himself, was a little tipsy, Jaxon thought it would be the best to call a taxi - not to mention that the backseat would be a perfect place to continue their heated session. As the bright yellow vehicle pulled up before him, the raven-haired boy jerked the door open and pushed Cole inside so that he was laying across the entire backseat of the car. Crawling in after him with a smirk on his face, Jaxon mumbled a quick ‘840 North Larrabee, West Hollywood’ to the driver as he straddled the boy below him in the small backseat of the car before attacking his lips and neck with rough, mark leaving kisses.

Cole couldn’t keep the smile off of his face as the words left Jaxon’s lips, his heart racing rapidly as he grabbed his face and smashed his lips against the other boy’s roughly. Cole was ecstatic; The fact that Jaxon felt the same way he did made him feel like he was on top of the world, like he would float away at any given moment. Nothing else mattered anymore. It was just the two of them, standing in the middle of the club kissing and confessing their love. And as Cole’s fingers tangled in the raven locks on Jaxon’s head, he knew he was finally at home. He knew that this is where he belonged; In Jaxon’s arms, hugging and kissing and loving each other. Every single emotion that he had kept hidden was now surfacing once more as his lips moved relentlessly against Jaxon’s. He never wanted this moment - no this night - to end, he didn’t want to fear that he would wake up and realize that it was a dream, that none of this is actually happening. He didn’t want to let Jaxon go. Pulling away, Cole beamed at his best friend who was now pulling him through the crowd and taking him outside. Even though his drunken mind, Cole knew where they were going. He knew the consequences of getting noticed in the public eye, what the tabloids would write about the two boys and how they would probably make the front page of every magazine. Cole nearly cackled to himself as he thought about a hypothetical title; Spotted: Two hot male models swapping spit in the middle of a club. Pictures inside.

Gripping Jaxon’s hand, Cole laughed as he watched a taxi pull up, opening his mouth to say something before he felt himself being pushed inside the yellow car. With his back pushed against the leather seats, his cerulean eyes gazed to the door of the taxi when he saw Jaxon climb in and on top of him, the door shutting behind him as a smirk graced Cole’s lips. Feeling Jaxon’s lips on his neck made him shudder, his fingers gripping the raven-haired boys locks as his eyes closed, lips parted as he relished in the sensation of the pair of lips nipping at his exposed skin. Moving his hands from Jax’s hair to his shoulders, Cole gripped his upper half tightly before pushing him up against the window and flipping their positions. Smirking down at Jaxon, he grazed his teeth against his neck, his breath ragged as he pressed his lips gently against the exposed flesh. His tongue poked out from behind his lips and ran up the nap of Jaxon’s neck, stopping right below his lips. Cole grinned as he leaned down again and pressed his lips against Jaxon’s for what seemed like the millionth time that night. Feeling the taxi cab jolt to a stop, Cole ran a hand through his hair and reluctantly pulled away from Jaxon. Gripping his hand tightly, he roughly opened the cab door and slipped out whilst pulling Jax behind him. Laughing to himself as they made their way up to the entrance of Jaxon’s apartment building, Cole couldn’t help but grin as they waited for the elevator doors to open, dragging Jaxon in when they did. Pushing the boy against the lift’s wall, he placed his hands next to his head, leaning down and crashing his lips against Jaxon’s. He didn’t care about the security cameras hidden in the corner of the lift, not at all. All he cared about was getting Jaxon home and fucking him senseless for the rest of the night.

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Tue, 12 Jun 2012 15:32:01 -0400

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Mon, 11 Jun 2012 15:19:00 -0400

Someone yell at me please.

Mon, 11 Jun 2012 15:17:30 -0400

kaylee—carver:

I’m not yelling at you, I’m screaming with joy because you’re back and I missed you.

That’s good because I missed you more, boo. How’ve you been?

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Mon, 11 Jun 2012 14:11:45 -0400

can't seem to get you off my mind; Caxon

Mon, 11 Jun 2012 14:10:03 -0400

jaxon-daniels:

The sound of his name being slurred across the busy room pulled him from his daze, one side of his mouth turning up in a lopsided grin as he pushed past several moving bodies to come closer to his friend. Maybe it was just his position in the club, but Jaxon could have sworn that the smell of alcohol multiplied as he came to a standing position with one arm slowly snaking its way around Cole’s body to rest lightly on his hip. The urge to pull the boy closer was gnawing in the pit of his stomach, his body telling him to hold the drunk as tightly as he could and never let go. But, once again, his mind had to step in and tell him otherwise. It wouldn’t be right of him to take advantage of the brunette’s current state; though Cole wouldn’t remember the actions that would go down, Jaxon and each pair of eyes that were now closely watching them as they made their way across the busy dance floor would. Jaxon’s grip remained around Cole’s waist until the bubbly brunette pulled away, his mind obviously running at a million miles an hour as he pranced off in his own little world to grab the drinks from the bartender.

Like a puppy, Jaxon slowly trailed behind his friend as his head bobbed alongside the beat of Drake’s newest song. He drifted through the crowd, eyes locked upon the sight of his favorite brunette as he awaited Jaxon with open arms and a round of burning liquid. It wasn’t his nature to get drunk, to allow himself to open up to anyone and everywhere while putting his sanity on the line. He liked to keep his composure, but it’s always nice to shake things up everyone and then, right? As he found himself beside Cole once again, Jaxon happily took the small glass in his hand. It was the after party of after parties tonight, it was the perfect excuse to tell himself in the morning. He would only drink a little, enough for his body to relax and go with whatever fate had in mind for the night; so, with that, Jaxon raised the glass full of amber liquid to his mouth and tipped his head back quickly. The glass hit the bar with a small clink, his face twisting in response to downing the unfamiliar liquid so quickly around the same time that Cole placed his glass firmly back down. Excitement was all ready beginning to pulse through his body, a warming sensation flooding him as the small amount of liquor rushed through his body. It was a feeling like no other; one Jaxon had the pleasure of experiencing a few times before, but never fully allowing himself to experience until now. Fearing that it would end far too soon, the raven-haired male lifted a finger in the air to signal for one more before downing that as well. His lips twitched with a smile, his head nodding quickly in response to Cole’s drunken inquiry.

The boy wasn’t one to refuse a dance - no matter what his state of mind was. It was fun, a way to let your body do the talking and take control for a minute, and he wasn’t about to pass that opportunity with Cole up. Even though his friend was the one to propose the action, Jaxon decided to take things into his own power for a moment. Grabbing Cole’s hand, Jaxon pulled him through the crowd of onlookers. Some whispered and pointed fingers in their direction, others just laughed and continued on with their own party. It was something they both were used to; they were stars, after all, and people loved to talk and start rumors about the smallest things. Rolling his eyes slightly, Jaxon brushed all of the bad thoughts from his mind as he focused on getting the two to the center of the dance floor. The beat pulsed through his body as they arrived to the middle of the crowd, his hand still grasping at Cole’s as he turned the other boy around so that the brunette’s back was turned to him. He slowly dropped his hand, allowing it to slowly slid up the side of his friend’s body alongside his other, pulling Cole closer as his hips gyrated to the music.

Cole’s head raced as he pressed his back against Jaxon’s front, the friction of their bodies causing him to sweat slightly. His ass rocked against Jaxon’s groin as he danced, his mind racing. Although Cole was smashed, the alcohol had to overtake the last part of his brain; That one part that held his coherent thoughts, the one that stopped all the drunken decisions he was going to make. That part of his brain was telling him to stop all of this, to not turn around and do what he’s been longing to do for that past two years. But his heart told him differently. For two years, Cole has been holding back; He’s been holding back the strong urge to hold Jaxon in his arms, to kiss him and never let him go. For two years he had hoped that Jaxon wouldn’t find anybody better than him, he didn’t want to be replaced by someone bigger and better. And he was damned if he would ever let that happen. Jax was his and no one could take him away from him, no matter how hard they tried. Nobody was ever taking Jaxon away from him.

Snapping out of his thoughts, Cole took a deep breath, his teeth digging into his bottom lip as he turned around in Jaxon’s arms. Cerulean irises met the dark ones of Jaxon and Cole immediately felt at ease as he looked at him, his heart racing as he eyes slipped down to stare at his lips. Instinctively licking his own, Cole looked back up into Jaxon’s eyes, his stomach churning nervously as his head lectured him on the outcome of what he was about to do. But at the moment, Cole could really care less. He didn’t care if he would lose Jaxon, or even if Jax would end up hating him. He just needed to get these feelings out. He was sick and tired of bottling everything up and pretending he was okay when he wasn’t, he wasn’t okay. Not only was he lying to himself, he was lying to Jaxon, the one guy he actually loved and cared about. And he was done. He was done lying, done pretending like everything was okay. It was now or never for him.

Grabbing the sides of Jaxon’s face, Cole smashed his lips onto his, his eyes shutting quickly as his fingers tangled in the raven hair atop of Jax’s head. It seemed like it was only the two of them in the middle of the club; the onlookers and dancing drunken people disappearing from the midst of their kiss, it was just them. The music no longer played loudly through his mind, instead being replaced by the loud beating of his heart as his lips moved feverishly against Jaxon’s. Pressing his body closer against Jax’s, Cole let his emotions fly through. All of his feelings, thoughts and inner turmoil was put into the movement of his lips, wanting Jaxon to know exactly how he felt for him. And when Cole pulled away and rested his forehead against Jaxon’s, it felt like an entire weight was lifted off of his shoulders. His breathing was shallow and his fingers were tangled in the raven locks on Jaxon’s head as he whispered the words he had been holding for two years. “I love you, Jax.”

dylencooper: Oh. Well, a lot of people have been on and off active, including me. I wish we all...

Mon, 11 Jun 2012 14:01:43 -0400

dylencooper:

Oh. Well, a lot of people have been on and off active, including me. I wish we all just lived in the same time zone.

That would be awesome if we all were. It sucks being in different time zones.

dylencooper replied to your post: Someone yell at me please. WHY!? BECAUSE I HAVEN’T BEEN ON...

Mon, 11 Jun 2012 13:32:41 -0400

dylencooper replied to your post: Someone yell at me please.

WHY!?

BECAUSE I HAVEN’T BEEN ON D:

Someone yell at me please.

Mon, 11 Jun 2012 12:34:37 -0400

sad anon ):

Fri, 08 Jun 2012 02:18:00 -0400

Aw don’t be sad. :(

jaxon-daniels replied to your post: patiently waiting for jaxon to reply~ love me You know I...

Fri, 08 Jun 2012 02:17:33 -0400

jaxon-daniels replied to your post: patiently waiting for jaxon to reply~

love me

You know I dooooooo.